Vacation?

18 Feb
Yep

Yep

When I was  on maternity leave, I had an incredibly irritating exchange with someone – a woman, specifically –  who asked me “What do you DO all day?”.  Yes, offended SAHM mamas of the world, yes. Afterwards, I pondered if it was asked out of genuine curiosity, and not condescension, but I honestly didn’t know.  I pointed out to her that I couldn’t speak for all stay-at-home-mothers of kids of different ages, but being on maternity leave with a tiny baby didn’t leave a lot of time for hobbies or doing second degrees. 

Then the other week, a colleague in my office asked if I was ok, now that I’m back from my ‘vacation’.  Listen, work people, it’s time to get off your high horses about what actually happens in offices vs. being responsible for a tiny human all day, every day, for 7 months!  That’s a role which demands that you be on your game, emotionally and physically.  

The needs of a baby are 24/7, and in those brief periods when they are snoring tiny snores, I was attempting to sometimes shower & take care of myself, trying to keep on top of laundry (it will never, ever end)/cooking meals/ washing baby bottles / pumping milk / doing dishes/ attempting to clean without crying from tiredness (sometimes all I could manage was a minimal sweep, so that we weren’t actually choking on dust at night)/keeping the toilet paper stocked in the bathrooms… even with some husband help in the evening, there was just always a lot to do. You can’t ask your partner to do that much when they’ve been at their own job all day.

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I’ve never had a harder job than nannying for my two gorgeous nephews, full-time, circa 2005. It was amazing, and I look back on it with enormous emotion and fondness, but it took a lot out of me. A vacation it was not. Nor was the 7 months I spent with my baby boy a vacation.  Was it a welcome break from the monotony of working in an office full-time? Yes! You betcha! Was it less stressful? Absolutely. Did I feel valued as an adult professional, enjoy coffee breaks and regular adult conversation and banter while mostly sitting on my bum opposite a computer all day? No. No, I did not.

Vacation? This is a vacation.

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